华华同学自己唱的. 我来站个台做个宣传. 值得关注的新人哈~~~~

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领悟

 

在家没事录着玩，没有经过编辑的。live版。。。

 

 

 

 

i thought this is a joke and thought the animation actually switch directions. but it is ture!! I just learned to control my mind so I can see she never turn back at me. She just turns right half way and turns left half way. Very Cool~~~~~~ 

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The Right Brain vs Left Brain

The Right Brain vs Left Brain test ... do you see the dancer turning clockwise or anti-clockwise?

If clockwise, then you use more of the right side of the brain and vice versa.
Most of us would see the dancer turning anti-clockwise though you can try to focus and change the direction; see if you can do it.  I recommend you use Firefox to view it.

  

LEFT BRAIN FUNCTIONS
uses logic
detail oriented
facts rule
words and language
present and past
math and science
can comprehend
knowing
acknowledges
order/pattern perception
knows object name
reality based
forms strategies
practical
safe

RIGHT BRAIN FUNCTIONS
uses feeling
"big picture" oriented
imagination rules
symbols and images
present and future
philosophy & religion
can "get it" (i.e. meaning)
believes
appreciates
spatial perception
knows object function
fantasy based
presents possibilities
impetuous
risk taking

Mom's sad look...Covered Parking...broken sandals...Venti Green Tea...Terrorist Cards..."我怕坐飞机"...Las Vegas...Dodge...Paris...1049/1049p...Wal mart...Landry's..."were you a singer in some show?"...Mexitini...Jeff...Bellagio Fountain...BJ in MGM...Studio 54...Rasberry Martini...J&DC...walk the strip bare foot...oolala...Le Cafe...Venetian...bar in Wynn...Majito...Blue Man Show...brunch buffet in Paris...hwy93...20mile rocky road..."half empty gas tank"...sky walk...rock climbing...Sushi factory...Bellagio...Ceazars...Venti Green Tea..."降落的时候差点轮回了"...Mom's sad look

去VEGAS感想其实是少的. ZT说VEGAS展现了人类最完美的一面, 很新颖的想法. 的确, 罪恶之城涵盖并放大了人性里所有欲望. 但换个角度, 其实所有欲望源于本性, 名誉, 富有, 美色. 倒底是完美还是肮脏, 要看是表象, 还是本体的意向. 无论如何, 去了VEGAS, 人们会想好好赚钱, 好好锻炼腹肌.

还有个特别的经历就是在GRAND CANYON那天. 我热到不行了, 所以拖着WW远离人群之后. 背靠着山体遮阳休息, WW感叹这些纵横交错的大山是千年不断的堆积. 我让他闭上眼睛别说话. 听... 空旷, 宁静, 深远..."千年的感触不是看出来的, 是听出来的."我对WW说. 很奇妙的几十秒, 我相信这段记忆的碎片能在灵魂藏很久, 然后在我需要的时候给我生命的答案.

在VEGAS还见到了LJY, 初中的同学, 他初三完了就跟母亲来了美国. 后来久而久之再没见过. 最近联系上了. 听说我要去VEGAS, 离他们那里开车只要5个小时, 于是我们事隔十年的见上了一面. 时间是奇怪的东西. 说起来十年, 有时候你会突然怀疑这十年是否真的存在. 也许像ENSTEIN的相对论, 时间和空间都是能伸缩变换的. 一念之间.

怎么有好多说法??

倒底该不该跑出去啊?  还是先躲着再跑啊?

还有以前说的要躲床和桌子底下, 怎么又收到EMAIL图片说不要, 而是应该躲旁边.

I have seen peace. I have seen pain,
Resting on the shoulders of your name.
Do you see the truth through all their lies?
Do you see the world through troubled eyes?
And if you want to talk about it anymore,
Lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend.

I have seen birth. I have seen death.
Lived to see a lover's final breath.
Do you see my guilt? Should I feel a fright?
Is the fire of hesitation burning bright?
And if you want to talk about it once again,
On you I depend. I'll cry on your shoulder.
You're a friend.

April 2 (Bloomberg) -- The International Monetary Fund cut its forecast for global growth this year and said there's a 25 percent chance of a world recession, citing the worst financial crisis in the U.S. since the Great Depression.

玛雅人记载2012年12月21号是记时的最后一天, 这也就是所谓的玛雅世界末日大预言. PAULSON昨天提出了金融系统改革计划. 我在GOOGLE FINANCE上留言说.

金融系统扩大流通提高效率, 但进来了太多纯粹以赚钱为目的的炒作者, 金融市场成了赌场. PAULSON的蓝皮书救不了我们. 我们需要的是新的圣经.

http://finance.google.com/group/google.finance.983582/browse_thread/thread/c38ce5e03c43a084/5b0d291f4d0d6eae?hl=en#5b0d291f4d0d6eae

Unemployment+ Inflation = Stagflation

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历史点?!

信贷系统是美国经济的发电机, 超强度工作下终于掉了链子. 空头支票人手一张的时候大家都开心, 但大家都开始兑现了, 才发现原来根本没什么钱. ERRON和BEAR STERNS都是因为没有现金流而破了产/贱卖了. 美国也是因为同样的原因要被贱卖了...

 

美元会变得很CHEAP.

石油会被银行炒得很EXPENSIVE.

中东人就可以买美国了. 拉登就比HITLER还牛了.

BERNAKE减FED RATE也是不够的了. 他哪天突然把胡子剃了也许更有用.

美国人会很喜欢中国人民来旅游了. 就跟香港人喜欢大陆行一样.

 

我当时选工作的时候没有继续做TRADING更没有去银行, 事实证明厚道的人是有好报的.

但我想拿着美元回成都工作的美梦就没那么美了.

 

那天有人问美国这棵空了心的大树什么时候会倒. 我说有一天会有只小鸟飞来停在一个小树枝上.... 结果是一只小熊.

 

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差点忘了还有个重要内幕. 我也是前几个月才知道的... Plunge Protection Team (or President's Working Group on Financial Markets) 看看美国政府除了拿税金去打仗, 去救贪婪的银行, 还去干了什么....  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Working_Group_on_Financial_Markets

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"The Ghost of Market Crashes Past"

 

  Quote February 27 2007

A day to remember

 

http://ttback.googlepages.com/beautifulchart1.jpg

Thank TT for uploading the pic. The candlestick chart is 5 min intraday DOW. That 200points red bar happened right in front of my eyes.

It is the day i had most fun at work...

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....>_<....
I actully wish I am Chicken Little..... Ancient ice shelf breaks free from Canadian Arctic (POSTED: 11:31 a.m. EST, December 29, 2006 )

http://www.cnn.com/2006/TECH/science/12/29/canada.arctic.ap/index.html

Quote: "This is a dramatic and disturbing event. It shows that we are losing remarkable features of the Canadian North that have been in place for many thousands of years. We are crossing climate thresholds, and these may signal the onset of accelerated change ahead."

Happy New Year?!!! and How many happy years we still have?!!! ....>_<....

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Market Watch

Sorry for being an OL and this seems to be the only kind of thing I talk about recently…Well.. Usually it is "join the talk if interested". This time, I think is relevant to a bigger crowd.

1) Employment rate seems to be high. Don’t be happy…Latest report on April CPI indicates a 0.6% increase. Dont remember how to spell that econ guy's name, but I do remember there's a trade off between inflation and unemployment. This is not surprising when oil is at all time high and has to push inflation rate even higher. To sum up, yes, more ppl are getting jobs, but more ppl are getting paid under "2 gallon gas" per hour wage.

2) House buyers…stop signs…real estate bubble has simply built up to a very destructive level. Luckily, I am in Houston. Things could go gross, but hopefully not too bad. I will rent (if I can move out first…=_=!)

3) Metal is at all time high. Gold reaches 25yr high. Worries…and my dearest favorite Mr. Buffet seems to agree. He purchased a 80% stake in Iscar, an Israeli-based metal cutting tools firm. Metal has negative correlation with the market. In other words, I think Buffet worries the market is going downward in the near future, if not crashed. Or worse, US market might crash, that's why he chose international investments.

Well, good luck folks. Sorry for being so pessimistic, I am a Cancer, and for folks know my last name.. I can be "bearish". I've been talking about market crash since last year, hope I can be wrong for another year.  

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Cover story on TIME last week

Be worried, be very worried

The climate is crashing, and global warming is to blame

Sunday, March 26, 2006; Posted: 11:27 a.m. EST (16:27 GMT)

Editor's note: The following is a summary of this week's Time magazine cover story.

 http://www.cnn.com/2006/US/03/26/coverstory/index.html

 Quote: "There will be no polar ice by 2060," says Larry Schweiger, president of the National Wildlife Federation.

Polar ice is so reflective that 90 percent of the sunlight that strikes it simply bounces back into space, taking its energy with it. Ocean water does just the opposite, absorbing 90 percent of the light and heat it receives,

  

I am only 76 by then... poor grandma dont wanna die la....>_<....

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油价~?!

油价飑升, 公愤了.

 

毕竟也是在ENERGY TRADING FLOOR上踩过的(虽然更多时候是和AC去那边的KITCHEN, 因为那边有HOT CHOCOLATE. 西西...), 也来八卦八卦. 哦呵呵~

 

物以稀为贵. 长远看来, 油价上扬是个趋势. 但现在短时间里飞升却是炒作出来的. NEW ORLEANS出了事, SUPPLY是会紧缺. 但炒过头了.

 

自从ENRON垮台后, 大石油公司都纷纷都争当ENERGY TRADING的头头. 石油公司卖油本来也没什么. 可是, 近几年, 随着FUTURE和OPTION一类的FINANCIAL DERIVATIVE的出现, 商品交易也渐渐金融化了. 换句话说, 没油的人也可以卖油了, 相当于借了来卖. 所以, 大的银行和大的会计事务所(罪魁祸首)都开始尝试能源交易了.

 

就像两个人做买卖, 无论哪方都不会好意思喊出天价. 但100个人挤进来, 就乱套了. 市场不稳定, 风险就大; 风险大, 价格就上扬.

 

油价BUBBLE了, 原料费就涨, 物价就跟着涨. 一起BUBBLE就是INFLATION了, 然后就是人心惶惶, 然后就是经济萧条, 崩盘. 美国上调利率, 中国人民币升值, 都是在控制INFLATION. 如果控制不了了...就...

 

我还年轻, 我表下岗. 我的存款不够买多少黄金. 那我....那我....那我不如现在把钱全拿来FB吧...

 

呵呵, 玩笑玩笑了, 我想到的, 人家早想到了. 对策会有滴, 面包也是会有滴. FB的任务是要继续滴~ 不过这几周FB大家都要CARPOOL了...="=!!

 

PS, 从葬花MM那里A来的图图~钱还真是能做一万种事的. =D

 

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看着去年三个月的表现, 老板就满意到又给偶升职了. 于是从第一天工作到现在偶的价值涨幅达到了80%. 偶跟偶妈妈说她投资偶真有眼光.

今年是不可能马上又升了. 于是突然变得有点无所事事. 继续学习然后多多忽悠的一年吧.

被偶忽悠到一个去Singapore开会的机会. 也就是全程头等舱五星级饭店早饭午饭晚饭美酒甜点什么的...

得瑟完毕...(得瑟两个字写对没有?...=_=)

做人要低调.

差点忘了还有个重要内幕. 我也是前几个月才知道的... Plunge Protection Team (or President's Working Group on Financial Markets) 看看美国政府除了拿税金去打仗, 去救贪婪的银行, 还去干了什么....  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Working_Group_on_Financial_Markets

平日里, 我都是家里起床出门最早的一个. 今天大年初一. 我下楼的时候就听见原来爸妈早起来了. 走进厨房, 发现爸爸在煮汤圆. 说要让我吃了汤圆再上班. 妈妈正在放半夜录的中国的春节晚会.

闹腾着, 暖意一下涌上来.

HOUSTON的早春已经是阳光明媚了. 但早上还是有些冷. 厨房里的水蒸气给玻璃门雾上了一层热气. 这是平日里空调开得再暖也看不见的热乎劲.

有炊烟的地方才有人家, 有亲情的屋子才是家.

刚好, 今天跟老板谈08年新的工作计划. 拿到了一个很有锻炼机会的任务. 主要锻炼我的影响力和促进我和公司高层的交流机会. 按老板的话说, 这个任务做成功了, 公司的老总会永远爱我的. 哦呵呵. 这是要开拓进取的一年呀. 小耗子. 加油!

来美国7年了, 一年一个模样. 还是小有成就感的, 也为一步步实现着理想而感恩.

07年是动荡的一年, 好几次谈到选择, 好几次站在十字路口失措. 然而, 一路走来, 开始懂得一个道理. 人生的路, 向前看的时候是看不清道不明的, 可是回头看时就会看明白, 其实这是一条没有分支也没有回头的单行道. 

"每个人都掌握着自己50%的命运, 上帝掌握着另外50%. 人的一生是要用自己手里的50%去赢得上帝手里的50%." 很小的时候就看过这么段话, 也以此坐标人生. 可经过一些折腾后, 开始发觉, 真正的幸福其实是学着去放开自己手里的那50%去成全真正100%的命运.

在选择工作的时候我曾经那么头疼, 现在回头想, 其实现在的工作才是心里一直想要做的, 之所以揣着自己的50%在十字路口踌躇, 是因为另一份工作的高薪和所谓名称. 诱惑, 是来自暗处的芬芳. 看到的十字路口其实根本不存在. 如果能直达内心, 冥冥中潜意识里人都早有一条属于自己的路.

在接受新的工作的时候, 我以为我都了解. 进门后才发现命运给我的惊喜比想象的要多得多. 对的时间对的地点对的人. 如果说要全信命运, 有人会说我太被动妥协. 可这不是. 相反的, 这是一种类似于"天生我才必有用"的自信和自我完成. 是懂得放弃虚妄的追求, 顺应周遭的机遇, 然后将生命最大化. 懂得放下, 才是真正的获得.

命运之水湍湍流淌, 在我生命之前, 也会到我生命以后. 在特定的时间和地点遇到特定的人和事, 生命之花就会如期绽放.

知命, 就是福.

"老了的时候她还记得从前那一回事，常常说起，在那春天的晚上，在后门口的桃树下，那年轻人.

           于千万人之中遇见你所遇见的人，于千万年之中，时间的无涯的荒野里，没有早一步，也没有晚一步，刚巧赶上了， 那也没有别的话可说，惟有轻轻的问一声：'噢，你也在这里吗？' "

      - 爱. 张爱玲

                                     没有哭, 只是胸口郁郁的痛. 想用刀把心脏割开, 裂了口喷了血也许才会痛快.  两年, 不算冗长, 可我却不知道该说什么, 怎么做.

            分手后的那天晚上, 风特别大. 我迷糊的做了好多梦. 辗转反侧, 不过是在想一个问题: 他是不是树下打招呼的那个人. 我, 倒底会留下, 还是走开.

                           在万千的邂逅里, 谁是那个不该错过的真爱. 人们总是在绚烂凋零之后开始后悔当时为什么就不明白. 可是, 就算当时明白, 接下来的, 又是快乐, 还是终究悲哀.

宙斯的殿堂里放这两个瓶子, 一个装了喜悦, 一个满载悲哀. 人的可悲不是因为可能得到任何一个瓶子里的赏赐, 而是因为人不知道所获得的究竟是哪个瓶子里的礼物.

我梦到我和他在酒店里大口大口的吃着各种免费的甜点. 醒来后我想到那象征着过期就要作废的爱情. 它要在画上句号前, 拼命的, 一口一口的, 填补着抚摸着心里的每一个空缺. 如果一切真的要结束, 它也将燃到炙点, 不惜灰飞烟灭.

我, 于是, 又一次, 面临选择. 我开始相信人是在每一次选择中成熟. 生命是条错综复杂而不断选择的长路. 没有可以回头的如果, 也就没有所谓对错, 我们需要的也许只是一种冲动抑或勇气.

握着不能放弃的, 闯过去.